What is the hardest thing in the world?

So after I watched the Trump thing I went to the doc on Netflix with Leo Decaprio on Global Warming. 

Seriously? I guess I was on a roll but anyways it was an eye-opening bucket of sadness. Only because God gave us this great land and we are taking it for granted. Like most things in America, we abuse it, take advantage, use it up until nothing is left worth anything. (I do love the USA don't get me wrong) I just hate that we have gotten to this place, you know? 

How does the governmental organization for environment protection consist of a lot of people getting paid by Big Oil... um, Conflict of interest much????? If this was healthcare and a doctor being paid by big Pharma prescribes addictive drugs then licenses would be lost and criminal prosecution. What is the difference? 

I fell like I have robbed my children of the idealist happy life with greenery, thriving nature, healthily grown substance, animals at peace. 

Why does the world have so much hate, destruction, & abuse? 

Is this Sodam & Gomorrah? 

Can we change? Myself? Americans? The World?

I have a heart of gold but I know that change is a personal mountain that I often fall down rather than plant a flag on top of. I need to change my actions towards social responsibility and personal responsibility for my health, my longevity in this world and leading my daughters to err on the side of goodness and not destruction (of themselves, others, or our planet). 

(personal quests begin now)

Me: Yesterday I did some ab work, I'm going to do some after this post. If I can do it for 7 days in a row I'm going to add something. 

Mother Earth: I'm going to try to quit my addiction to plastic disposable utensils. I'm going to buy some metal spoons & forks (my family uses a lot so we don't have enough). I hate dishes but I hate wasting money and be a contributor to the problem. 

What are you going to do?